I’m learning that it’s okay to let life be infused with randomness. Fun, even.

For example, in my email this evening I received a daily writing prompt that said, “You are in the back seat of a taxi…” To which I immediately responded, “Oh, no I am not! I saw ‘The Bone Collector’, and this girl will so not be catching a cab!” Then I laughed out loud at myself. It’s good to laugh at oneself from time to time, and out loud is even better.

So it didn’t offend me at all when someone commented to me, “You are unusually random this evening!” It actually made me smile.

Not all of my thoughts are random, however. Indeed, I am currently in talks with God about literary direction. In normal language, that means I’m trying to get His precise direction on writing the book that is swimming around in my head and has been for some time but in so many diverse directions at once I’ve been more nauseous than creatively productive. Wait, where was I? Oh, yes, direction. So I’m praying and listening and fleshing some things out.

Steve asked me if I was journaling all the jumbled-up-ness. I love that man.

I’ve always fought structure and form, particularly in writing. I know I will have to face that squarely as I come closer to laying out this book since I will probably need an–shudder–outline. Oh, dear. Just the thought.

Why is it that I love writing poetry in provided forms but hate the thought of outlining an article or essay or (especially) book? I’ve always loved just seeing where the writing took me. Which is lovely for journals and blog entries but not so great for books that hope to see anyone’s shelf but my own.

Outlines me no likey.

Alas, I may have to shake some of the randomness and get down to business with this outlining thing. I’m not quite there yet, though. There are still some things God and I have to work out first. It will come. It has to.

Doesn’t it?

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